Hurting the ones you love

I learned something today, well I always lean something new everyday.

Got in a big fight with my mom today and I felt like an idiot for doing so. I don't know why I did what I did. I don't why I treat her like crap in front of her friends. That isn't right. It's never right to treat somebody you love like that, even if his or her friends are involved. What I did was wrong and I can't take back what I did or said. I just was angry over something about me and not working when I had a chance today. I just wasn't feeling well and well, my mom jokingly freaked out about it; however, I thought she was being serious and I threatened to hit her with a pillow and worse of all her friend and husband were there. After they left, she didn't even want to speak to me. I know we've made up but that's not enough. I don't think it's right to hurt any one's feelings and that I should learn to control my emotions no matter much I have been hurt. I know it's my life and I should do what I want to. But how I treat my family, especially my mom, well I shouldn't treat her like crap at all no matter what or who is with us. She deserves better than that. I love her very much and I can't begin to tell you how much I love her. I mean she's put up with me since I was born.

Mom, I'm really sorry and I love you so much. I know in you heart you already have forgiven me, but now it's my chance to say thank you for everything, and I mean everything, that you have done for me in my life. You are my angel that protects me no matter what. I love you.
And the important lesson I have learned:
"Even if we joke around, we still cause someone to have their feelings hurt and we always hurt the ones we love the most." Ciao for now, bloggers and. I LOVE YOU MOM!

Haiti

When I heard what happened in Haiti, I was so sad. I wish that everyone in Haiti could survive this tragedy they had to deal with. It makes me upset since we all know that earthquakes are pretty unpredictable. It makes me sad to see many of the people in Haiti suffer and looking at damages that can't be fixed, people who's lives were lost. It makes me want to help them. I try my best giving to charities and I know when this becomes a charity, saving the survivors and victims of this tragedy, I will donate money and I might give some water and clothes to them as well. Till then blogger, Ciao and pray for Haiti.

Been a while- Tuesdays with Morrie

Last night, I saw Tuesdays with Morrie. I cried because it reminded me of the deaths of my grandfathers. They didn't die from Lou Gehrig's disease like Morrie did, but it just takes me back to those sad days when they died. My mom's dad died in 93 from both Alzheimer's and Parkinson's disease and my dad's dad died in 98 well the same way John Ritter died. It's just so sad.
I think that both Hank Azaria and the late Jack Lemmon did a really good job portraying both roles of Mitch Albom and Morrie Schwartz. I wish Jack Lemmon was still alive as well. I've seen many sad movies in my life just like Tuesdays with Morrie and I guess the secret garden made me cry a little too. Till then, Ciao!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Last time I blogged, it was the day after Christmas. Now it's a new year and a new decade as well. I've been shopping lately and got myself some new stuff. I like to enjoy myself and my spare time by shopping at malls. It calms me down when I'm a little tense. I'm only tense once in a while.

I didn't make any new years resolutions because I wouldn't be able to keep them. I might make a resolution one day and break it the next. For instance, I would make a resolution to make my bed one day, and skip it the next. I have no idea why, but I just do. What are your New Years Resolutions? I would like to know. Blog back later. Happy new Year