Hurting the ones you love

I learned something today, well I always lean something new everyday.

Got in a big fight with my mom today and I felt like an idiot for doing so. I don't know why I did what I did. I don't why I treat her like crap in front of her friends. That isn't right. It's never right to treat somebody you love like that, even if his or her friends are involved. What I did was wrong and I can't take back what I did or said. I just was angry over something about me and not working when I had a chance today. I just wasn't feeling well and well, my mom jokingly freaked out about it; however, I thought she was being serious and I threatened to hit her with a pillow and worse of all her friend and husband were there. After they left, she didn't even want to speak to me. I know we've made up but that's not enough. I don't think it's right to hurt any one's feelings and that I should learn to control my emotions no matter much I have been hurt. I know it's my life and I should do what I want to. But how I treat my family, especially my mom, well I shouldn't treat her like crap at all no matter what or who is with us. She deserves better than that. I love her very much and I can't begin to tell you how much I love her. I mean she's put up with me since I was born.

Mom, I'm really sorry and I love you so much. I know in you heart you already have forgiven me, but now it's my chance to say thank you for everything, and I mean everything, that you have done for me in my life. You are my angel that protects me no matter what. I love you.
And the important lesson I have learned:
"Even if we joke around, we still cause someone to have their feelings hurt and we always hurt the ones we love the most." Ciao for now, bloggers and. I LOVE YOU MOM!